Posts
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I know it's wrong
I know it's wrong
But I'm dreaming of your eyes
I'm cursing to myself
But I'm drowning in their lies
Your voice is deafening like a lullaby
Your beauty is blinding like the dark
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Ripping me apart
I try to stop my thoughts
I try to pry my eyes off of you
I fight the burning urge to go up to you
I resist the need to talk to you that's clawing at my brain
You have to do what's best for you
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I wanna be okay
I wanna be okay,
I've been through so much pain
I've been brought up and broken
Silenced and out spoken
I wanna be okay,
My life was flipped over
But now it's getting better
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Tearing myself apart
It's tearing me apart
Your words echoing in my head
Your eyes shining in my memory
Im scared of you but it's because of me
I never liked myself
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My game
I can't take back what I did.
But I want you to know that you weren't a game to me, that is just my love.
It's sick and twisted and dark and suffocating
But it's not meant to hurt you
Loves
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I See Forever
I saw you today
And it felt like forever.
Your eyes are like a poet's,
Everything fades when you're around
And I need you to know it.
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Unknown feelings
I can't describe this feeling
It's one I've never known
But I know that it feels bad
And I can feel it in my bones
It's a distinct emptiness
But not a hole or void
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A list of all the things I know I'll never get to have
I just want someone
To hold me like you did,
But in a way I'm not suffocating
Under their poisonous grip.
I want to fall in love,
As October comes into focus;
Running through those woods,
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tick tock...
It's only four o'clock,
But I still should be home
Cleaning the whole house,
Like I have all the time in the world.
It's only five o'clock,
But dinner should be on the table,
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The Legend herself
I see the text the next morning,
After she has already passed.
I can't believe it's happened—
Life goes by so fast.
She didn't mean a lot to me,
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New girl
A faint fog falls
Over my tired eyes
It's the same that covered them before
Yet still a part of me dies
Our gaze connects,
For only just a moment
My heart skips a beat