I wanna be okay

I wanna be okay,

I've been through so much pain

I've been brought up and broken 

Silenced and out spoken

 

I wanna be okay,

My life was flipped over

But now it's getting better

I float up and feel light as a feather 

 

I have no more love songs

No more heartfelt words 

But I'm falling in love again 

And it's better than before

 

I see her every day 

With her long hair and slender frame

I wonder how she sees herself as ugly

I ponder how she thinks she's worthless 

 

Every minute I spend with her I fall more and more

But this isn't a stranger to you

As this isn't someone new

This small, smart, and passionate girl 

Is me 

And I wanna be okay so she can be okay

 

I learned that I can't put all my love into someone, I have to put it into me

I have to love me

And it's easier than I ever imagined 

They were all wrong, I'm easy to love

And I wanna be okay with me

Bee.Lover

VT

15 years old

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    A faint fog falls

    Over my tired eyes

    It's the same that covered them before

    Yet still a part of me dies

     

    Our gaze connects,

    For only just a moment 

    My heart skips a beat

  • Hey, stranger

    I catch glimpses of him in mirrors

    That strange boy

    He's so shy, but he's so loving 

    Yet most treat him like a toy

     

    He wanders the empty streets alone

    No one can see him

    He is there

  • Walking

    You called this my "sulk walk"

    You said just to talk to you when I'm upset

    But I don't have you anymore 

    I don't have anyone here

     

    I blocked her out so she won't get burned by my fire