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I wanna be okay
I wanna be okay,
I've been through so much pain
I've been brought up and broken
Silenced and out spoken
I wanna be okay,
My life was flipped over
But now it's getting better
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Tearing myself apart
It's tearing me apart
Your words echoing in my head
Your eyes shining in my memory
Im scared of you but it's because of me
I never liked myself
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My game
I can't take back what I did.
But I want you to know that you weren't a game to me, that is just my love.
It's sick and twisted and dark and suffocating
But it's not meant to hurt you
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Am I ever going to love again?
I know my world is warped
But I thought I saw you clearly
I assume I saw it wrong
But there are two people in this story
Two hurt, damaged people that fell in love
At least I did anyway
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Regret
I regret not kissing you
But I regret kissing you then
I regret not treating you right
But it's behind me
I think of how we talk
Of how we laugh
I wish for my feelings to not just be one sided
Loves
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prized possession
My parents thought I was nothing
More than an inconvenience in their world.
In this place I thought I'd be much more than that,
But they all push me away as well.
They say someone like me can't
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yellow
Yellow reminds me of summer,
The sun scorching into my skin.
It's always been my second favorite color,
And how happy it made me feel.
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Walking
You called this my "sulk walk"
You said just to talk to you when I'm upset
But I don't have you anymore
I don't have anyone here
I blocked her out so she won't get burned by my fire
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What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with me?
A question I've asked many a time.
But now I ask it for a different reason
Because I never wanted to, but I'm thinking 'bout your eyes.
What's so wrong with that?
