Falling into nothing

My mind has gone numb 

My hands are ice cold 

 

Each day blends into the next

Each word pulls me closer to the edge

 

Nothing is the absence of something 

Nothing is alright with me 

 

The wind blows my hair

The cold air stings my face 

 

My body isn't working 

My feet are disobeying me

 

I stumble unwillingly

I fall in

 

Fear shoots through my body 

Fear tries to snap me out of it

 

It's pointless to try though 

It's already been done 

 

But I don't care

Because I'm falling into nothing 

Bee.Lover

VT

16 years old

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  • Counting backwards

    I'll push my dull heart down

    Anytime you need me to

    And you'll never hear me

    Beg you under my breath 

    Not to leave me

     

    You looked at me

    Like I'm a horrible 

    Burden just now

  • On a scale

    I look in the mirror 

    Like any girl my age

    But I'm repulsed in horror 

    At what is on stage

     

    I look at those numbers 

    Wait for them to go down again 

    114, 113, 112