izz_midnight

izz_midnight

NH

15 years old

Posts

  • lonely thoughts

    I run to the forest, 

    The colors remind me

    Of the color my eyes aren't. 

     

    Your screams are still in my ears,

    They still echo

    Against the blank canvas out here. 

     

  • death bed

    You push me out to sea

    With every toll life takes. 

    My wood is deteriorating 

    With thousands of years. 

     

    I've held village girls

    And I've held mothers. 

  • Standards

    Anxiety is encircling my fingers,

    Every move I feel a twitch. 

    This pain is nothing new

    And now my heart has a stitch. 

     

    I didn't want to break your heart

  • The Ending

    I finished the story, 

    How can that be true? 

    I don't want it to end, 

    What are their futures? 

    It doesn't feel real, 

    And I can't believe it is over. 

  • not missing you

    I don't know why I texted you

    Spontaneously last night. 

    Usually I set up some elaborate plan, 

    So I can do everything right. 

     

    You're failing school, 

    Well guess what?—So am I,

Loves

  • Australia

    At school we draw in the margins of our notebook paper

    and toy with the idea of moving to Australia. 

    We look up the latest news in between classes, knowing that

    the teachers will think we're addicted to our phones.

  • Mundane

    a lesbian couple on my bus home from school 

    a man in a punk battle jacket on the street 

    my mother's female CEO group chat blowing up 

    four of my teachers taking the following day off