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never really love
What you gave me everyday
Was never really love.
It was toxic, poison,
You stained my blood black.
All of your words
I realize were all lies.
Even the ring on my finger
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lonely thoughts
I run to the forest,
The colors remind me
Of the color my eyes aren't.
Your screams are still in my ears,
They still echo
Against the blank canvas out here.
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death bed
You push me out to sea
With every toll life takes.
My wood is deteriorating
With thousands of years.
I've held village girls
And I've held mothers.
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Standards
Anxiety is encircling my fingers,
Every move I feel a twitch.
This pain is nothing new
And now my heart has a stitch.
I didn't want to break your heart
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The Ending
I finished the story,
How can that be true?
I don't want it to end,
What are their futures?
It doesn't feel real,
And I can't believe it is over.
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A Haiku
Just two minor chords
resonating in dark rooms.
Something new has bloomed.
Loves
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I Wish I Was As Beautiful As The Ocean
On a rocky cliff
where the grass sways in the wind
and the sky never seems to end,
there lies a silent house
where a silent woman lives.
She does not need to speak;
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Regret
I regret not kissing you
But I regret kissing you then
I regret not treating you right
But it's behind me
I think of how we talk
Of how we laugh
I wish for my feelings to not just be one sided
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Guitar Girl
Guitar Girl
She plays guitar
She writes songs
She lives not far
And I could stay there all day long
She ties back her hair
And hides her insecurities
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find myself longing for summer
Summer is not my favorite season,
summer is not really my jam,
but as June, July, and August
approach in their usual pack,
I find myself longing for the winding days,
the heat that slowly drives us all crazy,
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2:55 PM
The talking. The low hum of the trout tank. A few quiet people, me included. The sounds of people being scolded for their behavior at school. The cracking as I crack my fingers. The clickity-clacking of the keys on the keyboard.
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What I Learned This Year In School
Even your favorite subject can be your hardest.
Even the "smart ones" will fail.
Even good grades become futile.
Even a textbook won't teach you.