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tied to you
It's endless,
The loop of love.
I fall into it once,
And it feels like I'll never escape.
It's like I'm tied to myself,
Suffocating in thousands of knots,
Tied by you.
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Who I Actually Am
I feel so hopeless,
Every second, every minute.
It feels like my heart beat is out of rhythm,
And the measure shouldn't be completed.
This is the only way I know how
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for my girlfriend, who gets me roses
for my girlfriend who gets me roses,
but not just any plain old red ones,
but flowers in my favorite color,
and she knows that I love them.
for my girlfriend who gets me presents,
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jokes on you
Every single moment,
We've been together.
Even when we are mad,
We stick with each other.
That's how it's always been.
But you're gone,
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Forced on the Outside
It's finally what I've waited for,
Right in front of me.
Given in my hands like a trophy,
Congratulating my painful struggles.
I thought it would be better,
Loves
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If I Were Dreaming
If I were dreaming,
would the cold and snow still bite my face
in the winter
when I went skiing?
If I were dreaming,
would the heat of June-July-August-now-October-too(?)
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Time Blindness That Creates Sleepless Nights
I can’t sleep
I’ve been staying up past my time for days
10 PM
10:30 PM
Jumps to 11:30 in the blink of an eye
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Why, little mouse?
Why, little mouse
Do you look up
Up at the sky
Why do you act as if the stars
Might make everything better
Why, brown bear
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A Cry Unheard
“I didn’t mean to upset you”
You truly didn’t, did you
I’m not placing the blame on anyone but myself
You did this with who?
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fall
warmth,
pumpkin spice lattes
hot, spice-soaked coffee drizzled with a splash of cinnamon
coated with half-melted whipped cream, nestled by the delicate fire,
comfort,
your favorite cardigan
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Unknown feelings
I can't describe this feeling
It's one I've never known
But I know that it feels bad
And I can feel it in my bones
It's a distinct emptiness
But not a hole or void