Words are not forever

I can say everything right

But she'll still never love me

After that one bad night,

Now I just want to be free

 

This isn't about a friend

Or someone special 

No texts I will send

None at all

 

When you blow up in my face

I die inside

You call me a disgrace 

And I cry inside

 

My heart is shattered 

My eyes are closed 

When you will get it

Not even God knows

 

You were meant to love me unconditionally 

You were meant to be my mother

To care for me everyday 

To love me like no other and take me away

 

That poor little girl 

Alone and scared

Now her anger unfurls

And her trauma is blared 

 

Those around cower

From that sweet baby

So shes built up a tower

For protection and safety

 

Now she's found a lover

And she doesn't need her mother

So goodbye mom,

Your baby girls gone.

Bee.Lover

VT

16 years old

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