Living Dying Nightmares
I speak my mind
In my sleep
I’m restless
In my sleep
I run
In my dreams
I scream
In my dreams
They seem so real
Sometimes they’re stories/my brain makes
Memories drift through my subconscious too.
Dreams are movies but mine are horror
My sheets tighten around me/maybe to comfort/maybe to suffocate
The dark depths drown me
I drown in nighttime’s lack of light
I sleep/forever/never
Dreams and nightmares i lie awake
Wondering.
How.
To be.
Happy.
Again.
How much time do you need to finish your writing? Asks my teacher
A lifetime I say.
For how can I ever write down all the words in my head, dying to come out
I’m not old enough to vote
I'm not old enough to drive
I’m not old enough to drink
I’m not even old enough to go to the bathroom without asking permission??
Once upon a time there was a puzzle, a picture perfect puzzle, that was me.
But now pieces are falling out of, instead of into, place
Slipping and sliding and just out of reach
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