I don't know anymore

I don't know anymore 

And neither do you

But at least you moved on 

But did you really?

 

Am I mistaken in this?

Am I reading too far in to your poems?

Are these words I see meant for my eyes?

Or am I confused and lost?

 

The answers keep me awake 

Pondering if Ive really lost it this time 

I need you to tell me

But I fear you don't know either 

 

I don't know what to do 

I don't know who I am

I'm lost in my mind and in your eyes

Dying to have something I can't 

 

I want you

I NEED you

But I can't have you

I'm forever tied to a girl that I don't know anymore 

Bee.Lover

VT

15 years old

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  • New girl

    A faint fog falls

    Over my tired eyes

    It's the same that covered them before

    Yet still a part of me dies

     

    Our gaze connects,

    For only just a moment 

    My heart skips a beat

  • Hey, stranger

    I catch glimpses of him in mirrors

    That strange boy

    He's so shy, but he's so loving 

    Yet most treat him like a toy

     

    He wanders the empty streets alone

    No one can see him

    He is there

  • Walking

    You called this my "sulk walk"

    You said just to talk to you when I'm upset

    But I don't have you anymore 

    I don't have anyone here

     

    I blocked her out so she won't get burned by my fire