Heaven??

I think that it’s alright to grieve,

It’s ok to be upset,

My eyes lay blank on white canvas,

Trying to forget.

I wish I never met you,

Wish you never made me smile,

Because I’m afraid of heart break,

So I grieve for her tonight.

It’s at this point that fates decided,

No matter what I do surmise,

My heart already shattered,

Without the waves of pretty lies.

At this point I am breathing,

Shallow inhales hold me back,

From saying that my little Fantasy, 

Was nothing more than that.

Because ultimately I have you,

Or at least that’s what you say,

But I know no matter what the cost,

He stole me right away.