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NH

14 years old

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  • Closer to spring

    Darkness falls quickly now,

    the feeble sky overpowered by the black pull of eternity.

    Snow turns to rain, rain turns to mud,

    and every month, I bleed and I cry.

    It's almost Christmas, but

  • My Heart Will Heal

    Your eyes are dark like midnight, filled with millions of tiny stars

    and I don't know what to say to you, what to do

    because when I see you,

    my

    heart 

    breaks,

    not in two but in so many scattered pieces,

  • Lose you to the night

    We talk as the twilight turns to dark ash, 

    sit out on the porch and catch fireflies in mason jars--

    only for a second, then let them fly.

    You tell me about friends I barely know, and I nod and smile at you,

  • The last poem I'll write about you

    Memories frozen in amber

    are dropped on my doorstep like a cruel present--

    your freckles and your smile and your green eyes like grass and summer leaves,

    that nickname nobody had ever called me

    before you,
  • None of the days have passed away

    The stars have yet to fall from the sky.
    They cling to the velvety darkness above them, little silver pinpricks, listening for their cue,
    for when they can explode in a burst of white-hot magnificence
    to lead the way to our cabins

Loves

  • If I were

    1.
    If I were fearless, I'd tell you
    That old songs make me think of you
    That you remind me of a bluebird, and I can hear your voice
    In quiet places

    2.
    If I were high, I'd tell you
  • Never gonna forget

    12/22/21
    I will remember these numbers forever
    and not because they're a palindrome...

    Took a few tests
    a few weeks back
    Sat on a table covered in paper and watched blood
    drain out of my body into tubes.