Sawyer Fell

Sawyer Fell

PA

19 years old

Posts

  • A Murder and a Mouse

    Three crows sit on a bare shiloh. 
    They debate on whether to catch 
    the meadow mouse or spare it’s life.
    The three crows don’t think very long, 
    because they are wild animals:
    it’s in their nature to kill mice. 
  • A Decade Later

    Nana, are you up there chirping in the blue sky?
    Swinging above the canopy pines
    while watching me slowly age from afar?
    Are there twice as many stars in heaven?
    Do you spectate from a torn-up lawn chair or
    slump in an oak rocker?
  • I Knew Her in '05

    She wanes in the sky, 
    looming over the clouds and 
    prancing upon the darkness above 
    me. I knew her all 
    too well, I knew her 

    just well enough to know
    how the highlights of her 
  • The Bear

    The Bear has once again greeted me 
    in the dining room during lunch. 
    He has slumped behind the office desk 
    covered in coffee stains and piled receipts. 
    He reads the obituaries in the daily 
  • Snowed In

    In a blue house with a red roof
    lays a scraggly dog and his human.
    The frost creeps up in their sleep,
    decorating the house in winter,
    crafting a vignette by the furnace.

    These two young beings snore

Loves

  • I Never Will

    I still dream about that year. 
    I still can remember everything there: 
    The sight, sound, smell, everything. 

    With every year that goes past, 
    I hold the memories closer and closer to my heart. 

  • For the First Time

    Deep in my heart,
    I still wonder what went wrong. 

    Somewhere along the way, 
    Everything fell. 

    Every day something falls, 
    But these days I can't seem to build it back up. 

  • In All Eyes

    And as summer leaves, 
    Fall sings through the breeze. 
    Flowers start to wilt 
    As the world tilts. 
    Even as it dies, 
    Nature is beautiful in all eyes. 

  • Time isn't right

    I wish I wasn't born like this,
    As if my life depends on the time, 
    I can't wait or it'll be too late. 

    I look at myself and feel the same disgust,
    As all those years ago.

  • Forgiving Sadness

    There is a quiet now that was not before,

    Not a quiet in the sounds I hear but a quiet in the mind.

    A quiet that only came after the screams.

    Those screams although painful were necessary,