Sawyer Fell

On the porch, with grooves of woven twine 
embedded into the underbelly of my thighs, 
I sit and listen intently for you. My ears perked, 
with unruly fire-streaked hair tucked behind them, 

When you languidly grazed hands with a Woman, 
had you seen your reflection in Her irises? 
Had you wished you could drown in that yearning black void? 

Let Her come out of the womb, varnished, 
moved so miraculously by phantoms and auras. 
Oral embodiments of asking and wonderment. 
Ingesting the simplest forms, phonetic emotions. 

• let me search  
  • spread across the earth like a wave of miraculous light 
• let me search  
  • where movement makes undeniable sense  
  • where psychedelic circles vibrate l

1. I Felt no obligation to be apologetic or to hate myself
2. I welcomed all of the Love of the world into myself, and it was Beautiful
3. mystic and Indomitable.
4. (now, today, I am miserable ye

Nasturtium (crystalized in spring frost, 
even after the sun has wiped the teary sky)
who is unaccompanied and stationery.