Bee.Lover

I'm doing fine, until I see the look in your eyes. 

They're cold, and dark, and filled with despise. 

But I can see the façade you're playing.

I can see it in your fingers, 

The pitch black void in my heart,

Never full, never satisfied.

Until I found you

A feeling I don't know arose within me,

A feeling of satisfaction.

For once I felt full, it was enough,

You are enough.

i wake up from long nights, 

i see your face and i smile. 

it hurts my stomach,

it hurts every part of me. 

why do you have to see me like this?

i'm ugly, i'm a monster,

The first time

I thought you were the one. 

I was just a silly kid

back then. 

I longed for no more fights,

and no more misunderstandings. 

But to be more than friends,

i don't care about the comments, 

about my hair and my clothes. 

i don't care what they say, 

about my parents, and my home.  

i don't care about my books, 

I fall in love every so often

I thought I'd list a few.

Lately, I've been in love with two,

Not really knowing who to choose.

But now I know who,

And I don't have to choose.

It was always him or her,