I feel so broken

i feel so broken
sitting shattered at the desk
doodling in a notebook
forgetting the world around me

it's all a blur now
endless sheets of paper to take home
only two days to interact
huddling on the couch, sore and tired

the screen is a second pair of eyes
staring into my own
i lost the staring contest
a long time ago

work is finished quickly
and for the rest of the day
boredom is all that sits
in the aching mind


 

EverlastingWaves

VT

15 years old

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  • scratches

    skin pulled taut and tight
    burning like the light
    that seeps through cracks
    underneath the door

    from stray branches and walking
    throughout the woods, balking
    at the idea
    of no path

    water rests on skin