Hurtful truths

too fat

too skinny

eating too much

eating too little

not good enough

too self confident

around and around it goes

my mind can't stop 

won't stop

if I tell myself this 

what would there be without a friend

a friend who cares and understands 

you are my light

my path to happiness

your abundance of sunshine fills my heart with words of meaning

space

a gap

an unforgettable pause

time frozen

the loss of contact

you feel nothing but everything all at once

the sensation and longing for your company

two people separated and lost