BLOODY SMILE

I was over you, 
I was over the way your voice felt streaming around me, 
I was over the way it felt when you stood in front of me,
It usen't to bother me, but then you bloody smiled. 

I light up when I hear your voice across the room, 
It feels as if my body is on fire,
Igniting at the possibility of what could've been,
What still could possibly be.

I envisioned a time where it would've been a good idea,
When I could've fallen for you at a good time, 
A time where we both fell,
Same time at the same pace.

I used to see it working,
I usen't to be afraid of the way my body responded,
Glimpses of what could still be,
Every time you speak, or I catch your eye. 

I was over you, 
I was over the laugh that echoes through my memory,
I was over the way it felt when you called out to me, 
But then you bloody smiled man.