Blocked You

It's the 5th time

You've exploded

All because I didn't agree

With you

Each time

I would sit

Confusion clouding my brain

What did I do?

At first I would try

To apologize

But I don't even know

What happened

Eventually I would

Figure it out

But

You would explode

For reasons of a 7 year olds

I didn't give you credit

You couldn't relate to me

I disagreed

When I saw you

A pit in my stomach formed

I would have this anxiety

The thought of what you might do

Filled me with dread

This time

You went around

Saying things about me

You blew up my phone

Saying

I hate you

You suck

You're a horrible person

You've destroyed everyone

And much worse

I didn't understand

I try so hard

To be nice

And I thought I succeded

My friends said

I didn't do a thing

But still

You blew up my phone

Now I finally understand

You're immature

You're rude

You're dramatic

So

I

Blocked

You

Gali

VT

13 years old

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