All the sides of me (or at least 75% of them)

It depends on what I'm doing.
Huh? you ask.
Me.
I depend on what I'm doing.
If I'm hanging out with my friends you will probably see that we are all very loyal and loving to each other.
I will probably be laughing.
And you will se that I am a good friend.
If I'm dancing you wil see my spirit.
Deep down, under all my feelings,
You will see my core.
Flying, twirling around people, never stopping to think about what happens next.
When I'm stuck with my enimy,
You will see the hostile,
Sharp, quietly furious side of me as she torments me and tries to make me feel bad about myself.
If I am in a room with strangers,
I will probably look shy and confused, but at the same time a slight edge that I am trying to project.
When I am singing, you see the happy, sad, angry, nervous, emotional side of me.
Because songs have a bit of everything.
In anger,
A once friendly girl will turn evil and generally all children under the age of ten should cover their ears.
And angry streams of engry hot liquid pour down my face.
When I'm with my boyfriend,
I have a total feeling of contentment surounding me.
And usually a smile that feels as though it's embedded with lights, flashing out in the night.
And I feel so safe.
If I'm alone,
Well, you wont ever need to know what I'm like when I'm alone because you'll never see it. 
Unlees you have a super power.
When I'm acting you can't tell my personality because duh, I'm acting and therfore whatever persona I have is someone elses.
When I'm writing I have an aura of focus, that basically nothing can disturb.
So whatever you see , whenever you see it,
Remember, there's a million other sides to me that you haven't seen yet.

It's the cat

VT

18 years old

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