TheDemiDevil

what can only be described as an unhealthy need for chaos

chaos that fills an emotional void

to be devoid of feeling is to loose your humanity

your identity

your self, and sense of self.

I lost it once, too.

being seven is being quiet

and tongue tied

and lied to

being seven is running in circles

drawing in lines

speaking in riddles

being seven is rotating through personalities

I often feel like a small child wearing a tall trench coat

Trudging through the snow

Its waist deep and it blinds me

Covers me so lightly

And swallows me whole

disgusting and decrepit

maintaining youth and good posture at all times

selling souls and skin for fleeting moments of happiness

oh how I hate those teenage girls

those girls who pose and pout and get what they want

like shifting shadows moving across walls and space

I constantly reflect everything and everyone

daydreamers like to envision a new world

one where every cog in the machine does its job

we get tired of being the mirror

It's hard somedays

When I don't know what you think

When I can't take away your pain

When I'm not your first choice

It's hard somedays

When you don't know how I feel

When you don't realize your actions