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falling
last year, i liked you so much
you filled my mind, my heart,
every doodle and imagining,
a faraway dream i knew i'd never reach
but i would try anyway.
i would stare at you
passing by me,
so effortlessly beautiful, -
random thoughts
sometimes i feel like you can just meet someone, like at school or in some other public environment, and you just know that they're going to be your friend. -
overcome
sadness
it comes to you
every so often
baring its teeth and sinking its claws into your skin
until you bleed all over the floor
your blood the taste of iron
and the salt of your tears.
sometimes so unexpected -
i found you
i found you
hidden in the dark,
your face blazing in the yellow glow of my flashlight.
your eyes staring,
blue-streaked green,
soft and hopeful.
i reached out my hand, and-- -
until i leave
There are four days now until I leave.
It's unbelievable;
surreal, honestly.
Typically I hate leaving the warm cocoon of home,
where life is predictable--
normal
good.
But life,
I am sorry to say,
is never
not ever -
Last Day
We run out of the auditorium
screaming, shrieking,
finally free.
We walk through the woods
to the pond
near our school
where we will spend
the last day of sixth grade.
(Though hasn't it been summer for weeks already?)
Loves
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For Them
It does not feel fair that someone like you must be in a world with people like these
A world with all the horrors of the news broadcasts
and real
life -
LOVE as seen by Taylor Swift
This love is a gold rush
covered your skin
What must it be like to grow up
that beautiful.
This love is a fever dream
in the quiet of the night
It kills me slow
I just want you more.
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This Love (in Taylor Swift albums)
This love is a small town anthem, frenzied curls and brave statements, tall brown boots and unforgettable choices.
This love is something like no other, golden and bedazzled in sequins and unafraid, bold and innocent alike. -
If I were
1.
If I were fearless, I'd tell you
That old songs make me think of you
That you remind me of a bluebird, and I can hear your voice
In quiet places
2.
If I were high, I'd tell you -
Never gonna forget
12/22/21
I will remember these numbers forever
and not because they're a palindrome...
Took a few tests
a few weeks back
Sat on a table covered in paper and watched blood
drain out of my body into tubes.