Sawyer Fell

Sawyer Fell

PA

19 years old

Posts

  • Pomegranate

    She conjures the list of groceries for her monthly run 
    to the local shop that is spelled with an extra “pe”--
    and for whatever ancient reason, it is spelled like that --
    the rectangular sheet of lined paper only says the word

  • Coming of Woman

    I never understood certain phrases as a girl.
    “She wears her heart on her sleeve,” they told my father
    And he would agree and I would play smart 
    And I would agree despite my own obliviousness.
  • Iced Chai

    I have never been good at trying new foods.
    I tend to stick to the usual; waffles, dino nuggets, goldfish, and such…
    Whenever I try something new it is monumental.
  • A Reminder

    I keep reminding myself that this journey is not linear.
    That the unbroken skin isn’t calling to make it dirty again.
    That my presence shouldn’t have to shrink with growing insecurities.
  • How Was It?

    It was beautiful-
    It was rushed like the people of New York
    trying to arrive at their final destination.
    It was long overdue like all the library books I store 
    in the corners of my room that collect too much dust.

Loves

  • The You That You Are

    I love the you that you are when you are alone, 

    The you that you are when you’re at home, 

    When you look with soft eyes at the cat, 

    The you that you are when you step onto the doormat. 

     

  • The Perfect Man

    I know that I can feel the greatest feeling of them all, 

    To look below the earth and slip a sigh.

    But only when I meet him and I feel this big emotion

    Will I be able to look him in the eyes.

  • My Silent Love For You

    In the depths of my heart, emotions concealed, a silent love story, forever shielded, not to wound the bond we hold dear.

    With every beat of my heart, a love blossoms, yet fear's grip keeps it hidden away.

  • Class on how to be 18

    Growing up is scary

    So far I don’t like it all that much

    I am expected to know

    What I want to be in perfect detail

    I have to learn how to drive

    Without being afraid of the big trucks