Sawyer Fell

Sawyer Fell

PA

19 years old

Posts

  • ;

    i began writing my will and goodbyes at 13;
    after every night i waited for my death bed 
    to hold me in an unconscious embrace and 
    to cradle me until i returned to our Mother,

    i anticipated my rebirth to commence at 14;
  • Come, Alive

    In the early morning I wake with Sun,
    And she smiles at me with yellow teeth,
    And I think Imperfection is beautiful.

    In the last moments of the day Bird flies,
    And I hear them chirp to the heavens, 
  • Starving Stars

    starving has the word "star" in it so maybe this hunger is celestial; old as the big bang; old as matter. i want to matter to you more than the air you breathe.
  • The Green State (home)

    The grizzly bark trees
    drop their rusted leaves
    and the quilt mountains—
    amongst snow and ice,
    beside frozen lakes—
    groan with content
    under the gaze of clouds
    with the sun barely peeping.

    The smoking chimneys
  • Buried in Winter

    The greatest of lovers are rumored to not dawdle.
    In hope of truth my legs begin pacing
    down through the forest blanketed in snow;
    past thickened ice the earth shows lo and behold:
    It takes more than cloth to survive the cold.

Loves