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i wake up from long nights, 

i see your face and i smile. 

it hurts my stomach,

it hurts every part of me. 

why do you have to see me like this?

i'm ugly, i'm a monster,

The first time

I thought you were the one. 

I was just a silly kid

back then. 

I longed for no more fights,

and no more misunderstandings. 

But to be more than friends,

i don't care about the comments, 

about my hair and my clothes. 

i don't care what they say, 

about my parents, and my home.  

i don't care about my books, 

You ask me for dinner, 

You ask me for life, 

You ask me for help,

Every single night. 

You ask me for money, 

You know we don't have, 

You ask me for everything, 

You were there,

all seven years. 

You followed me around,

like a little puppy dog. 

You'd ask me to the dances,

and say I was pretty. 

You'd compliment my every move,