The wait is worth it

You wait and wait 
for days and days
and when it's time 
you brace yourself 
and repeat the line 
20 times in your mind
and then when you make it through 
the whole performance
you cry
and breathe out the remaining jitters
and no matter how hard it was,
even if you messed up,
you always think,
"I'm brave enough to do that,
I'm brave enough to do anything"
and it's really the best feeling
in the whole world.
 

Aster

VT

15 years old

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  • relief


    can you just TELL me if you- 
    wait, what?
    really?
    Y-you really do like me?
    i- you-
    yes.
    thank you.
    thank you.
    and...

    i'm sorry too.

    but i love you.
  • my people

    why aren't you talking to me?!
    i could scream 
    i just miss you

    i do want you in my life!
    i love you
    i just 
    can't 
    hold all this up on my own.
    if you don't want to help me carry this,