second choice

that was me trying
not to cry while you
turned away from me
mid sentence and
spread your arms wide
to say hello
to your real freinds

it used to not bother me
but now i see
that everyone has a special someone
except for little old me

so when your bestfreind isn't here
and when you have no one else
come over to me
and pretend to be interested

the moment i realized i had no one
and i told you how i felt
you didn't get it
because you have someone
who has someone
who has someone else

but i dont have someone
who has someone
who has someone else
so i'm not really invited
i just hang around

i'm fucking annoying
i bother
i talk loud but don't say anything
i'm lonely
i'm desperate
i'm clingy
and it's showing

throught the cracks i patched with glitter glue
and the way i always look at you
i secretly can't wait for the new season
because there will be someone else with no one
and we can have no one together.