Rainy Late Night Thoughts

You make it so hard for me not to break down

 

Blurry vision, runny nose, screaming lyrics to that one song we used to listen to over and over again.
 

The song we said was ours. It was our song.
 

I can’t help but push the gas a little more with each tear that falls

 

Hitting 100 my life flashes before my eyes
 

This isn’t right.
 

I release and come to a stop, pulling over
 

Putting on those awful hazards.
 

I hate people thinking there’s something wrong with me.

 

The flashing yellow tells everyone I’m not okay.
 

That I’m not that perfectly happy girl

 

The one I thought you had fallen in love with

coco.o

VT

18 years old

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