Out of place

I walk down the street 
Not knowing where I'm going
Searching for my friend

Oh wait
She's gone
She has been for a week

Gone from her place in this world
From her home
From me

But not from my heart
From my memories 
From my mind

Maybe she's still here
I think
I blame God

But that's not right
It was her time to go
It was time for her soul to go to heaven

Where she belongs
She was beautiful
Strong
Courageous
Smart
Kind
Loving
Perfect

She was the only one who fit in place in my mind in my world
Everyone else was just a piece not placed and she 
She clicked

I loved her 
I still do
Even though

She is out of place