Not Love

Whats this hole thats aching in my chest
that makes my eyes 
only focus on you
this thing stuck in my throught 
......
Am I....
in Love?
No I can't 
its just some stupid dumb crush
but...
the way his hair falls
his deep eyes
telling me a story
his warm hand in mine
....I love you my mind screams but no words come out
he doesn't care for me
Im nothing like the pretty girls that have fallen for him
If I say anything to him he would go away
the happiness in my life
gone in a split second
like everything else....
but my heart takes over my brain
and im only left with one thing
"I love you"