not.

hopefully the rain washes away the names

because almost everything changed

it shouldn't be

A+T

it should be

S+T

the rain washes away the names

some names stay there

like the universe knew they didn't change

but i'm glad the rain washes away the old names

because i have a new perspective on love.

and that's sometimes friends get in the way of an ember of love that lasted years.

they blow it out like a birthday candle

and you're left there alone

heart broken and alone.

but i don't want that to happen to her

so i don't hand him the note

and i keep it in my hand for her

so her ember can return

and their love can reunite.

because it isn't fair that she has waited so long for him

so long for him to love her the way he did years before.

and someone who is supposed to be her friend to blow out her ember.

its

S+T

not

A+T.

mmae_ee

VT

13 years old

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  • the journal

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    ever since i was 6.

    sure back then my entries were just doodles of my day,

    but it still helped me convey my emotions.


     

    i was at the shop with my mom,

  • lunch table thoughts.

    i sit at the lunch table with my few friends,

    i have so many thoughts at this time,

    i am silent.


     

    i need new friends.

    i think.

    new friends that don't treat me like i'm dirt.