My Head Hurts

Filled with raucous noise

from more than just one voice,

symphonies blaring in my head

and they never seem to end.

My state is in the negatives

from the emotion that peruses me.

How can I achieve my motives

when my soul is undersea?

Even the smallest thought presses down so heavily,

and I feel very restless and heavy.

Please, why can't I just be?