living as an introvert

I can't force the words out 
You stand there patiently awaiting my answer
As I struggle to find the courage to talk
The words are just stuck, 
putting them out into the world is harder than you could ever imagine 
I watch as my friends talk, so freely, quickly
They never have to worry if they are going to be able to get the words out if someone asks a question
Living as an introvert is so much harder than it made out to be