Jealousy

This is how I feel all the time
Jealousy
Of the people who are brave enough to do what I can't
I can't.
This feeling creeps into my life almost every day
That I am wasting my life and they're riding high
I can't be happy for anyone
I'm too jealous.
It's painful.
It's painful.
All I can do is watch
And push my feelings away
Try to tell myself that I'll be brave enough next time 
But
I won't. 

I won't.

 

NiñaEstrella

VT

16 years old

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