Inspiration

You've done it for me
so now I'll do it for you
pick you up
set you on your feet again 
for what seems like the millionth time 

Jealousy itself is a demon.
it chases around everything you live for,
living within others,
and sometimes spilling out of you.
A toxic parasite living on your misery.

I see the way you look at him 
read the look In your eyes 
see your dreams 
where you count up your bottled tears
 
your digging yourself a hole,
so deep and dark,
that he won't even be able to see,
What kind of pain he is causing.
That she won't be able to see,
That you are drowning in her looming shadow.

Turn your anger into words
manufest them into works of art
your insperation paints a picture in your head
yet never takes physical shape

so please,
write until your fingers break.