I’m Impossibly Lonely


It’s cold but I dont mind 
Sinking deeper into the blue 
Feeling my head spinning 
I wish I was with you,
Mind suddenly blaring a warning 
Telling me to check that
You where still in bed,
Creeping down the Corridor
To your creaky door,  
But merely a messy bed 
was waiting for me
Not your perfection to be seen,
Look in the mouse holes,
Looking in the tunnels ,
Looking in the dark spots on the walls,
And light beams that fall
on the floor from 
the window 
"Ah"
there you are 
hanging there,
on the balcony 
waiting for me,
With utterly beautiful 
Tear stricken eyes 
Telling me.

“I’m impossibly lonely”

LilacsSweetAroma

VT

18 years old

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