I’m afraid

I’m afraid that I’ll lose my friends, 

And I don’t mean that in a literal way,

More like my voice fades into the background,

My best friend no longer calls me bestie.

I’m afraid I’m not interesting anymore,

I’ve realized something is wrong with me,

But I don’t know what and all I know is how I’m invisible now.

Maybe I’m old and I don’t connect,

Or maybe I hurt your feelings because I’m too honest,

But I promise in my heart you're still my best friend, 

Even if my words get lost in the chaos,

Even if I’m ignored,

Even if you don’t tell me things.