I missed again

I should have stopped before sadness was nesscessary
sadnesscessary
was a good name for an album I guess. 
I knew I should've given up long ago.
It would've saved me so much trouble. 
Was it good for me?
New and real?
At this point god only knows,
And I'm atheist, so that's saying something. 
Maybe it'll make me
new 
and 
real?
Really?


 

emi_art_now

NY

15 years old

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