Go Ahead

Hurt me a in million ways,

and shatter my heart,

then send me away

with an open scar.

Pull me in close,

then rip us apart.

Kill all my hopes

to get what you want.

Burn all that we have

just because you can.

Let us drown in your fire

so you can chase your desire.

Now every time you talk to her

I can feel my heart crack

the more you laugh with her, 

the more it all comes back,

like how 

to you she's so much better

and how 

you stopped being my lover

as if I didn't even matter

just for something a little stronger.

Now it's clear I’d never match her.

You see, I’m the one who's cursed

because you've never put me first.

Not when it really mattered.

Not when you left me shattered,

and became the hazard.

So go on,

break me some more.

Pick on my wounds,

make me fall to the floor.

Anything for you.

Wrench my heart out,

throw my soul about.

Leave me to hyperventilate

and a heart attack to anticipate.

Have me hanging by a thread

preparing for what's next:

It's not me you want to date

and you blame it all on fate.

How much more of this can I take?

I can feel it drive me so insane...

Just go ahead.

You already have all the knives.

Make sure they do the job this time.