A biography for a 2 month, 15 year old

I like listening to conversations I'll never participate in.

I like to look at things I'll never get.

I like looking at prices of things I can never afford.

I like reading things I'll forget in 5 minutes.

I like being there without announcing my presence.

I like mouthing the lyrics to songs I'll never sing. 

I like critiquing things I'll never fix.

I like the rain despite its gloomy nature.

I like making pictures in my mind despite the fact that I'll never draw them.

I like all of these things despite the fact I'll never do them.

I like imagining that I am happy when I'm sad.

I like designing clothing that I'll never make despite me knowing how to.

I like sitting off to the side at parties so no one notices me.

I like the silence even though I am lonely.

I like playing music on earphones rather than out loud.

I like thinking that I'll make a difference in Climate Change even though I won't and I'm only 15 and I'm either going to be a writer or an artist of some sort.

I like everything that I've said here and the stuff I haven't said.

This is me. 15 years old, getting through life too many steps at a time.