I know two different worlds

My little one in my little town with little problems

And the big one

With big problems

Everywhere else

When I want to join the big world

Be known there

Middle school is a horrible place

Many watch themselves

Compare to others

Lie to fit in

No one wants to be the only one

No one wants to stand out 

No one wants to do the right thing

During the holidays

I find the most joy in 

Baking cookies

Knowing that my family will smile when they try them

Making and buying presents

Knowing that my family will smile when they open them